I miss you Freddy Friday .

You had left , in a silent way ,
I'm here , missing you , in another way ,
Thou you are not around ,
But , still feel that you are around me all the time ,
Protect and Care .
I feel you , I miss you deeply ,
You told me ,
to build career , to be good and to be the one.
You built your career , you bought a car , a house and stabilised in a place ,
you said not to give you a surprise before meeting you in restaurant .
You gave me back surprised with a heart attack .
You used to poke me in facebook .
You used to text me and call me after work .
Why did you just left like that ?
I would want you back if you could live for another time .
May you rest in peace Freddy Chew ; the most unforgettable lovely chef ,
you are irreplaceble .

Yagar =/
where to get clothings in last minute ?
flight of places in my mind now .

you're lad

You're so lad when you dont a outcome and there isnt a reply come back to you .

Nah , dont bother about it , just after the black language learnt and like to use that you're lad :P

okie come back , chinese new year is almost arrived and its like only on the coming monday yet I

havent get myself any new clothings for this chinese new year and I havent did any shopping yet .

                                                                                 Yagar =/

I do not have any idea about what to wear so ?

Anyhoos , about an incidence I saw today , A child were having febrile fits , and the management were

a bit screwed . Noticeable where if a person is overweight ( healthcare person ) and you do not have any

physical training in dailies , you really gonna have an asthma attack when emergency help is needed .

People that works in healthcare doesnt mean that physically and mentally fits all to health , come on ,

I'm just talking about the facts cause you look at imma that she puts on weight as well , so , after this ,

really looking into the fitness of mind and soul ,

you finger crossed to look imma good aii yaii :D

wanna be the way it is

I dont dream much now , unlike the usual days that I dont know why .

wanna start to make my move and action speaks louder than words ,

I'll prove , time is everything to me now , to grab it , hold it , strengthen the power of physiology of everything .

I'm learning , everyday , walking with people , life and enjoying , with the most precious moments that I wouldnt want to give up anymore .

Officially turned to 20th in the half months ago ,

cheerful moments came into life ,

I do not epxect anything from anyone , just hope to be the best of what I could do .

Surprisingly :)

I got a companion ,

catch up more to know about him readers B)

I got 3 piglets now , learnt new words , they left , but stayed in heart :D

you savo kaikai and casadownem ,

heart them sincerely .

I concerned about everything surrounds me and I finger cross to pray that everything goes fine for everyone and everything

 2012 , is a good start , love !



a fake smile makes a fake you .

it did not took a long time for us to met ,

it did not took a long time for us to fall ,

it did not took a long time for us being together,

it did not took a long time for us to break ,

but it tooks a long time for me to be cured .

thou its not in reality but its realistic ,

a fake smile can hide a million tears ,

a fake smile can hide a million lies ,

a fake smile can hide a million personality ,

a fake smile actually hurts

 I wont miss your stupidicia face any more .

THANK YOU .



Friday loves .

a day off friday and to replace on monday :)
finally after 2 years get back to meet her ,
her eyes were sharp to observe it all ,
she has a wise wisdom to judge and to tell me what to do ,
I always highly adore her cause she knows almost all .
I thank her for guiding a new way for me ,
to be harmony for it and harmonious with it .
Thanks Mrs.Pang <3

The only almost complete food that she cooks that everyone in the house eats :)

New Edition of Nasi Lemak 2.1

After attending to our jaundice and conjuncvitis class in B-1-7

the smurfy lemak came out with colour blindness and jaundice effect as well !

Badly craving for this , hearts :)

Its the way I am , no matter what :)

Cheers

Mi manca la tua stupida faccia

you think you are strong , but actually you are not ,

you tried to be happy with just a smile to make through it ,

you stuffed yourself and keep yourself busy with all the ASSignments and try to make things goes really smooth ,

ended up with one breathe when you calm yourself down ,

you did actually wanna cry ,

you did actually wants someone there to share what is all about ,

you did actually wanted to know the truth ,

you did actually wanted to know why ,

to search it through ,

Mi manca la tua stupida faccia !

Non sei molto facile da dimenticare!

 

she wanted to make it through , 

to tell her the truth ,

and scratched her heart really good ..

she can make it through another day ,

she wants to move on. 

Il vero amore è difficile da trovare, e ancora più difficile da nascondere

She's alright .

:) hello there readers , stepped into my blog and spam me again ? lols

alright , lets start .

Octopusically already October , time to rock on the party ? hee ~

Reflect back the past few months , what happened ? 

sorrows ? sadness ? throw all that aside and forget all about it!

whats all about in my mind is how to be more tough , strong and to be more happy ,

thinking all only the happy moments and ready to accept whatever it comes .

All I expect now is positive thingy and no matter what , I believe I will be able to handle .

I have no time for the thing that Im sad for , cause that is not I wanted for .

If something happened , I believed it , it really happens for a reason .

No matter is good or bad , Olivia , you know you always have somebody there to support and love you through :) I know I wont be alone , I have faith with joy ! oopsy :)

my readers , i thank you for reading my post ,

my crappy notes ,

I , did not regret for whatever things that happened ,

and Im glad that I made it through ,

life just have to be strong and happy ,

readers , i hope that you all too !

loads of hearts , OLIVIA :)

 

A friday

"Its just a white paper that you just have to fix it up with here and there "

Thanks dad for advicing me and spent a lil moments with you for chatting . hearts

time flies and its already friday without notice , 

today got back a news that on the diwali one week mid sem break im going back to hospital to replace my emergency leave as I took 3 days when granny passed away . Ive checked the 2 ways ticket to Sibu and its only 200+ , cheaper than the november and december month , I guess this time trip shall be cancel or lets see how the schedule goes on .

so readers , how's your week ? any plans for weekends ? :) I hope you all enjoy it .

As time passed by , I really dont know where I went into , 

to focus on studies , yes I will and at the same time , to fall in love ?

anyone could tell me what true love is all about ?

what guys thinking in their mind and whats about giving and take ?

whats all about the start ?

uhh- its really confusing me , should I start to walk into a step for love ?

or should I pull myself out before I get hurt ?

I dont know what's all about love cause true love seems not exist yet .

so you read and you know , dont ask me where's my bf or when's going to have one .

I DONT KNOW :)

Hmm , now on have to start to save money and I know money is really not hard to earn ,

thanks dad for pampering her lil daughter always buying her this and that and also letting her spend with **** :)

Mom took her car to service and it cost more than i thought , it gives me 10 iphones there :( 

If i were to drive like her car in future , I know I dont have that much of money ,
I guess I have to really go on fasting by only drinking water and reduce in shopping and accessories . 

Haha , teach me how to budget and save money . 

Thank you ,

yours truly , loves ,

OLIVIA :)