I'm so fucking idiot not in the mood now,
I dont know why,may be I'm too confidence in today's bloody government driving test which you have to pass the evil devil JPJ eye sight only you can get your so pariah licence.I gave so much effort to make sure every single part of driving goes well,I corrected my mistake..how come that tiang will drop?I locked myself in the room and I only had one bowl porridge and one mango for today..I'm so not in the mood to eat..I have no appetite..I know I shouldnt so bump off..I know I shouldnt let go my feelings on others,I rather lock myself in my smally cockroach room..I wanted to cry,I'm so baby-ishk..I even wish candidates at there that they will fail also..yaya,I know I'm so cruel..I need someone to talk about it,I need shoulder to lie on,I need swimming to splash it on,I need a frudge big field to let me run..I wish I can upside down myself and pour out everything..I cant do anything now but only to wait for another friday..I'm frustrated,I need 100% to make sure that I will not fail anymore.I need comforting words..why the hell I'm leaving alone?
Seriously,I miss CHO!
Fuck your bloody hell..I miss you badly..
Thirteen days,I'm trying to forget you so hardly and the hard as I want to forget you,the more I miss you..
WHY THE HELL THIS HAPPENS TO ME?
WHY THE HELL THAT YOU SAID YOU FALL IN LOVE WITH ME IN THE FIRST PLACE?
WHY THE HELL YOU TELL ME YOU LOVE ME?
WHY THE HELL YOU HAVE TO APPEAR IN MY LIFE AND GO JUST LIKE THAT?
BLAME MYSELF WITH SOFT EARS TO YOU!
HATE MYSELF IN LOVE!
LOVE'S JUST RUIN MY LIFE!
I dont know why,may be I'm too confidence in today's bloody government driving test which you have to pass the evil devil JPJ eye sight only you can get your so pariah licence.I gave so much effort to make sure every single part of driving goes well,I corrected my mistake..how come that tiang will drop?I locked myself in the room and I only had one bowl porridge and one mango for today..I'm so not in the mood to eat..I have no appetite..I know I shouldnt so bump off..I know I shouldnt let go my feelings on others,I rather lock myself in my smally cockroach room..I wanted to cry,I'm so baby-ishk..I even wish candidates at there that they will fail also..yaya,I know I'm so cruel..I need someone to talk about it,I need shoulder to lie on,I need swimming to splash it on,I need a frudge big field to let me run..I wish I can upside down myself and pour out everything..I cant do anything now but only to wait for another friday..I'm frustrated,I need 100% to make sure that I will not fail anymore.I need comforting words..why the hell I'm leaving alone?
Seriously,I miss CHO!
Fuck your bloody hell..I miss you badly..
Thirteen days,I'm trying to forget you so hardly and the hard as I want to forget you,the more I miss you..
WHY THE HELL THIS HAPPENS TO ME?
WHY THE HELL THAT YOU SAID YOU FALL IN LOVE WITH ME IN THE FIRST PLACE?
WHY THE HELL YOU TELL ME YOU LOVE ME?
WHY THE HELL YOU HAVE TO APPEAR IN MY LIFE AND GO JUST LIKE THAT?
BLAME MYSELF WITH SOFT EARS TO YOU!
HATE MYSELF IN LOVE!
LOVE'S JUST RUIN MY LIFE!
hey dear, i know you are upset about the driving test.. tell u what,i also fail mine b4..be more positive ok??
ReplyDeleteIts part of life..u need all of this to grow up and be a better person.. train urself how to face the problem..not blaming urself ok?
Believe me,u need that positive attitude to go through everything in ur life.. just like me.. throw away bad stuff.. enjoy every moment of ur life.. gambateh^-^ love ya, angie
(sory for the long essay...)