My Thoughts

I have too much thoughts to think,I dont know whether to continue form 6 or not,honeys think I'm playing afool with my life.First I thought to continue study in Raffles Design,but the fees is too high and honeys said I might get difficulty after my studies.So decided to study bakery in Cilantro Culinary in Bukit Tinggi,Klang.After listening to Mrs.Pang health talk so that one was out of my list in life,like forever?Then,decided to study in photographing,mom said that study in college is not a hobby,is about future..heard that?She's not agree with it,then I thought to study nursing..again she lectured,"you are not patient enough,you know how hard is nurse going to be?you have to work shifts and bla bla bla"ugh..which studies not hard?which work that you dont have to work hard then you'll get money?Study in Australia,yes,honeys agreed and thought to send me there..wait wait..there's another blockage again..I dont know whether my result qualify or not..ughhhh..cool down..

.inhale.exhale.inhale.exhale..wanna kek sei me meh?

I'm deciding to continue form 6 after this and may be my national camp will be post pone to like on 2011?
who knows..
I can drive now,just where is my so hard to get pariah licence is?
I can arrange my time better now i guess..
I can take care my health and prepare breakfast my self now with seiketsu 30 minutes pot..
I can get up early with no alarms..Alan will wake me up if I'm late kan?haha
I'm getting a car soon..oh or may be not?
I want to go to school?OH REALLY?!
I'm going for tuition classes after school?SURE OR NOT?

or may be I go for nutritionist course?

Somebody smack me please..what the hell I'm THOUGHT-ING?

The struggling,wuliao