Shut Up!

I saw a box in the place that we used to put things for recycle today..the box looks so familiar and it was a camera box..the model I wonder was so like mine and when I look closer..IT WAS MINE! I told mom that brother put it there is it wanted to throw it away and what she answered was just"no la,he always simply put things."fine..then when I saw brother just now I asked him

Olivia : why the box on top of those going to recycle newspaper?
Jean : the box dont want d
Olivia : but that's mine,why you throw it away without my permission?
Jean : you took my FZ5 d woaddd
Olivia : we just exchange..not meant that you have to throw away..
Jean : ....

He took the box and threw it to me,went into room and find the others accessories and books,save it the photos into laptop,finding the casing and returned it to me with his beh song face..what I did at first was trying to talk nicely to him because I knew we will argue or be scolding each others WHENEVER WE TALKS!..mom was in the kitchen,dad was upstairs and they heard about it..mom thinks I'm the one who did wrong..brother didnt get scold and ended up I get everything from mom..thanks to brother..mom cares more bout brother now and the sister is super duper jealous..dad didnt speak anything about it while we were beh-song-ing each other..he came up to me after the incident and advice me..how kind is him..but still my tears rolls down while explaining..how tough it could be to live peacefully with my brother?VERY VERY! It seems they said its a fate to get along,being siblings,family,parents,friends,strangers even enemies..but how could siblings always dont like each other?trying to hurt each other more and more?any good advice and explanation for this?anyone?I know mom is not happy with us cause she sees us not communicating good since young..parents and Alan always said its my fault cause I didnt respect him..no matter how he treat me I also have to respect him?Last century owed him? I just spilt out the negative thinking to brother while we were argueing..ended up I get scolded by mom..nyahh..geram ni..

Dad said changing Nissan Latio Sport for me,I was so happy and excited..but only if I pass my nursing exam..means its 3 years later..*=.=''*..

If you're closed to me,I think you guys should know I wanted to study Ayurveda in australia after 3 years nursing..mom said she's not against me,but then that is not for my life,for knowledge I can learn it,but if its for future..she wouldnt let me go into it..my heart went puzzled sudden..so lets see whether I can survive for the first year in nursing or not..wish me luck *finger crossed*

I still hates my brother now cause what he did on purpose and show his temper to me while honeys not around really freaks me out..so fake la !
p/s : readers,If you know my brothers or parents,please keep my secret,do not tell them about my blog stories and my link,I'll chop you into pieces and cook it with my porridge!