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was not sleeping well yesterday until 2 only I went off to bed,lights were all switched off except for the car porch,garden and the back yard..there's a sudden sound came from outside and quickly search for my specs to see what's happening..first I thought somebody was hitting the glass of cars outside my house and I saw 2 mens was on their motorcycle..it wasnt indians but two chinese..throwing bricks or something inside my back neighbour house..it was so shocked and I couldnt do anything..few minutes later they came back and went off..I dont know whether that is it my neighbour may be having problems with people or might be also that as my aunts said..no matter what,stay inside the house,do not bother any thing happened when you're inside the house,cause it might worsen the problem..I got up at 530 and bath..waited for Aunt Lishia to pick me up and she came late..she told me that hers and Aunt Liney's car window smashed too..and it happened at 3 plus..either is the 2 chinese guys or what I heard from her might be the Indians that robbing the area recently..what should I do for it?I'm kinda worried when we are on our way out doing shopping or going dinner..and when I was on my way out to Aunt's car,I saw the bricks outside my house..actually is the thing that we use to burn the papers to god that made from bricks..one part of it was on the floor..If my sense is not wrong..I think the 2 guys yesterday stole 2 of it and threw it into my neighbours house..one of the Myvi's glass was cracked and others I didnt know about it..

Tomorrow might going back to camp.I really doesnt wish to go back tomorrow and mom said I have to.How sad.The ortopedik check up only can do it on monday,wednesday and thursday.Can I just called them up and tell them I have appointment with the doctors and hoping that the doctors give me more holidays again?I know mom's not happy with what I'm doing but I really dont feel like going back this time..Things just happens continously without the willing to accept..I know its only 2 weeks plus but can I just stay at home until before the tenth days till the end day of the camp?I dont wish to see more or hear more that I dont wanted to.I dont feel alert and having good appetite in there,I dont sleep well,I dont play well,I dont enjoy well,I dont feel secure in there..sorry readers that you have chosen to be there,I know my post might shocked you that how sad my life is in there..but believe me,you all will do better and happier than me..god blessed