Is Just A Yesterday

530 in the morning,no one was awake in the house except me..a night before that,I draw a plan for my driving test,how to pass the slope,how if it enjin mati half way,how much clutch to put,how much minyak to step on,how to park,how to turn,how to pass three point turn and more..I focus after I got there,I would not want to talk to anyone even Yi Wen..we are so complicated friends now..a malay girl came and talk to me while we were siting in the bench and with the mood of so silent,so dont want to think anything,so dont want to fail and dont want to know the bad result again..I drove focus-ly and wisely,dont want to make anyone disappoint again..I PASSED!Hurray~Everyone is happy to see and hear this message right..thou is the third time,but ok la..at least I did it ma..haha..one day before the test dad ask me to get another 2 hours lesson from aunty and I refused to,but since he dah buka his mulut so go la..telling the truth,no regrets..hehe..I'm very happy he said.."OK,DAH PASS!" hand was shaking when signing the paper..Oh..those feelings could not be express cause as you people know how I got bumped off when I failed..was waiting for my card and it came out in 2 hours time,I didnt even see it..Mr.Tee took it and keep..WEYH,nak tengok la ni!..haha..its okay by the way..Lynn pick me up after that and we bought Nangka on the way back from Kapar to her house in Setia Alam,oh oh oh..a guy over there asked me to call aunt after my test whether I'm pass or fail,she's so worried bout me after seeing my voom voom driving..haha..Dad congrats me and father Jackson said he was proud of me..zz..what to proud of la?haha..third time le..if first I will be proud as your daughter Janessa..hehe..anyway,thanks for all the wishes and support..
Honeys and Dears,I didnt disappoint you guys this time right ?
Sis Angie,now you see a happy post in my blog..hee..hugs..
2 Hours Instructor,thanks for the re-lecturing.
Another guy,well..i dont really knows what's his name but thanks for the 3 turn to 2 turn..it helps a lot!
will get my Licence before SPM result..wtf..knock my head against the wall again..
I went Setia Alam Dental Clinic for my stainy teeth polishing..first I was very happy,finally..another step to the dental check up and cleaning..mom used to bring us to Dr.Choy but now it changed,I have not much confidence with my teeth since after I ate Organic Molasses Sugar for almost everyday,the chocolate stains in my teeth,I would not dare to smile open my mouth and showing my browny teeth,Lynn kept on telling me there's lots of holly in my teeth..OMG..tak nak pergi also beh tahan right?I stepped into the room and the dogtor told me that is not hole,is stains..Polishing Time!took about 15 minutes and my mouth very lenguh..haha.."aaaa..mulut buka besar sikit"after polishing then she tell me there's a small hole in a teeth..TAMPAL GIGI?ouch ouch..I never had a tampal gigi before..I told mom when I got back..Dad said must tampal before it gets bigger and ask me to take care my teeth nicely..hehe..he knows for how fast I brushes my teeth..just in awhile..lol..from yesterday night,I brushed my teeth for about 3 minutes and so tiring you know..haha..I dont want to get more teeth to tampal..nyeh.lols~shhhh

Oldies Im-matured

This afternoon I received call from Lynn and she asked me to check Sis Lisa's page whether she post her phone number or not..something really unimagined happened..It could not be written here cause Aunt Liney told not to spread out..Oops..before she warn me..I told honeys..but they are my parents..they are the one I can talk to..agree?Especially dad,Aunts doesnt want dad to know bout xx for what he said today and she asked me how I know..from Lynn la..so obvious I explained..although I'm starfruiting about xx cause I dont really like him as how he treat people,how high in looking up himself like nobody likes but still,if anything happens to him..I dont know what to say..I just know that now you are living your world and we are..you dont come and disturb us and we wont disturb you too..just pass your life..dont be so childish..you are a father of 3 and a grandfather of 2 soon..think wiser and more mature la..KNN..cause us problems and tomorrow I bet..sure get scold from Aunt Liney cause I told her I didnt tell dad bout anything and why she knows because mom bring out the subject..haha..you got me..xD..I bring out my camera today and I saw something really feeling but I couldnt capture it..just because..I left my memory card in the laptop!..Oh..smack me please..I'm gonna knock my head against the wall..my oh my..haha

Keys to Life

we end everything,relationshyts,birdshyts,friendshyts,boatshyts and your crap shyts!
well I have to say falling in love with you was really happy,If we didnt get together I guess you would be the most special guy walking into my life.You changed for so sudden,you broke your promises,I thought I lost the key to your door,you changed the door without telling any words,you need another key,I cant do anything anymore..life has to go on..sometimes I really thought,what you want?what you need?what is love?what is promises?why betray?why let go?why not hold on?Love is just a fairy tale,you could imagine how perfect and how happy you are in your dreams..but in real life,you never knows what's going to happen?either to be happy or unhappy?smiling everyday or crying everyday?This is seriously nothing related to me anymore..I experienced once before..loves always failed in my life,and the second you?You made love to be numb in my life..You come and go so easy..I'm not a touch and go lane,I dont like your express way to pass in my life..If I have another chance,I wish everything goes back to the past,but not knowing you,not to fall in love with you..perhaps if that happens,I had become the most richest person in the world..nothing is impossible..I heard this word from a lots of people,but something really impossible that could time turn back?If it is a machine that could turn time back..GET ME ONE PLEASE! I miss my relatives and family members who had passed away! I miss ah ma,I miss her teaching how to fold a cup,how I go to her room and bringing her sweets..I miss Aunt Pauline,I miss her to morning lovely porridge since I stayed once in her house,I miss 5 chek gong,I miss his Old MacDonald house and his smiling face just like grandpa,I miss Stella Ch'ng,she's forever Kwang Hua KRS people,she died when she's 15 suffering from denggue..Why?Why god wanted to take them from my life?There so much that I couldnt mention it at all..I will be crying so badly posting this blog..I dont want my parents or any family members back to the god..I want them to stay with me..Why not everything to be fair?God's the director and we people have to be actor and actress?But something I know that is God doesnt create people to be perfect..that's the only "fair" thing in world I guess..MRS.LIM's son,such a genius..he doesnt go to school since he's form 2,he finished he's piano grades in only 2 years,his mom print papers for him to do at home and he's taking A levels exam without going to school..see how smart he is..he wish to perform in S'pore but he couldnt cause he's having health problem..he couldnt get hurt,he's mom have to give injection to him monthly..god doesnt create perfect..he have this but he couldnt have that..what to say?Is life easy or hard?Just how you think I guess..

What To Say

came back from Port Klang with honeys this morning..mom and my passport are going to expire and we are going to PHUKET on June,before my NS camp..haha..unfortunately,this is not a good day..after taking portrait photos..Dad help us to fill up forms and take number..while finish and dad was telling us where to give our forms..mum accidently fell down.Oh god..hurts a lot and her knee sore..she would not dare to get up and dad carried her for to sit on a chair..workers over there thought that mom had high blood pressure that's why they kept on asking me and dad is mom okay or not and is she just came out from hospital because mom's hand was wrapping with gauze cotton that made them feel mom like more sick!Knn..my mom doesnt have any problem or sickness la!..when till our turn..another worker there saw mom and just telling her:"owh,you ke?..tak pe tak pe..you duduk tunggu bayar je"..mom and I a bit blur and started laughing after that..well..although she had a fall but she gets a good service..she's so V.V.I.P la..haha..still..her leg sore..called Aunt Ling Hua and so kind of her..she did cupping and massage for mom..all the clotty bloods came out..she feel so relief and so easy to walk compare to this morning..before that mom told me that how pain is that wound and told me she's scared that if her bones are cracked..wtf..she scares me and nearly..i'm going to cry..luckily Aunt Ling Hua said that if her bones are cracked,then she couldn't even walk anymore..still manage to drive there?haha..thanks god..love you muchie muchie..hee~
I saw something really like I'm gonna hate this forever..
I hate cats..flower cats,witch cats,whatever cats la..i used to like france cats..and now..dont ever mention cats in front of me..dont tell me how much you like or love about cats..I'll screw you in just one word..they are PARIAH in simple..dont tell me they are cute or pretty..they sucks!

Was having breakfast with honeys after doing passport and suddenly"brom" that sound came by..WTF..a cat cought a tweety bird and eat it immedietly in front of me..fuck fuck fuck..I'll never feed cats again..I dont care whether it is skinny or it hunger die..I DONT CARE..I know that is animal's nature..I dont know why I just cant accept the facts..oh..WTF..why the hell you want to let me see that?

not worth it at ALL!

Another Fishy Girl

This morning woke up early and went Sungai Way with Aunt Liney because we wanted to find a sifu that can cure short sighted eyes by using a small little knife,a piece of ginger and a needle to poke the veins in your ears which normal people cant see..he have to do it under sunlight..he's quite old now but he dont need to wear specs and see it so blardy clear..but few things have to do after that :
- no eating brinjal : this is the main one,he said brinjal will cause blind and not good for eyes.I'm a dhall freak.
- no eggs : I love eggs
- no chilli : I need sambal with nasi lemak
- no pepper : oh..this I dont mind
- no mushroom : I love oyster mushroom
- no long beans : fuck your ass
not only this,you have to go once every two or three weeks once,on the first day after letting him to poke your ears,you cannot :
- bath
- wash your hand
This is because after he poke your ear then he'll rap your hand with some herbs and if your hand or body kena water,then there's higher percentage to be blind..I wanted to do it too..but I have to go national camp on June..and for three months..I'm so near to chilli and pepper..how am I going to be cure like that?May be after my NS camp I'll do it..or may be not..
There's a girl over there too,at first I was struggling whether wanted to do or not..she straight away say me like who she think she is to judge or say me..not even wanted to think what she said..mia lu..haha..
We reached there at 8 and since today is sunday..he opened at 9 so we went for a walk in the morning market..seriously,their clothings are nicer and cheaper than klang..their market is bigger than us too..they have plenty of choices and nice restaurant upstairs the market..oh..what a market..
Anyone interested in that sifu can contact him,I'll get his contact card from Aunt Liney soon and post here..