Saturday, August 22, 2009

Puff Puff Away

I'm going back to camp tomorrow..catch up my updates on september.
Countdown for 13 days more.
p/s : 23 August 2009 : Happy Birthday To You :)
Stay Tuned.

Tuesday, August 18, 2009

Shut Up!

I saw a box in the place that we used to put things for recycle today..the box looks so familiar and it was a camera box..the model I wonder was so like mine and when I look closer..IT WAS MINE! I told mom that brother put it there is it wanted to throw it away and what she answered was just"no la,he always simply put things."fine..then when I saw brother just now I asked him

Olivia : why the box on top of those going to recycle newspaper?
Jean : the box dont want d
Olivia : but that's mine,why you throw it away without my permission?
Jean : you took my FZ5 d woaddd
Olivia : we just exchange..not meant that you have to throw away..
Jean : ....

He took the box and threw it to me,went into room and find the others accessories and books,save it the photos into laptop,finding the casing and returned it to me with his beh song face..what I did at first was trying to talk nicely to him because I knew we will argue or be scolding each others WHENEVER WE TALKS!..mom was in the kitchen,dad was upstairs and they heard about it..mom thinks I'm the one who did wrong..brother didnt get scold and ended up I get everything from mom..thanks to brother..mom cares more bout brother now and the sister is super duper jealous..dad didnt speak anything about it while we were beh-song-ing each other..he came up to me after the incident and advice me..how kind is him..but still my tears rolls down while explaining..how tough it could be to live peacefully with my brother?VERY VERY! It seems they said its a fate to get along,being siblings,family,parents,friends,strangers even enemies..but how could siblings always dont like each other?trying to hurt each other more and more?any good advice and explanation for this?anyone?I know mom is not happy with us cause she sees us not communicating good since young..parents and Alan always said its my fault cause I didnt respect him..no matter how he treat me I also have to respect him?Last century owed him? I just spilt out the negative thinking to brother while we were argueing..ended up I get scolded by mom..nyahh..geram ni..

Dad said changing Nissan Latio Sport for me,I was so happy and excited..but only if I pass my nursing exam..means its 3 years later..*=.=''*..

If you're closed to me,I think you guys should know I wanted to study Ayurveda in australia after 3 years nursing..mom said she's not against me,but then that is not for my life,for knowledge I can learn it,but if its for future..she wouldnt let me go into it..my heart went puzzled sudden..so lets see whether I can survive for the first year in nursing or not..wish me luck *finger crossed*

I still hates my brother now cause what he did on purpose and show his temper to me while honeys not around really freaks me out..so fake la !
p/s : readers,If you know my brothers or parents,please keep my secret,do not tell them about my blog stories and my link,I'll chop you into pieces and cook it with my porridge!

Monday, August 17, 2009

Tagged by Carlyn

1. Besides your lips, where is the favorite spot to get kissed?
Cheek.

2. How did you feel when you woke up this morning?
Rush and finally there's a day to drive back my car.

3. Who was the last person/people you took a photo with?
Self portrait.

4. Would you consider yourself spoiled?
Sometimes.

5. Will you ever donate blood?
Take as much as you want.

6. Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite sex?
I think so.

7. Do you want someone to be dead?
NO at the moment.

8. What does your last text message say?
Mal asking me to buy him Calvin Klein Tee for his 21st birthday present.

9. What are you thinking right now?
How to become rich.

10. Do you want someone to be with you right now?
Yes.

11. What was the time you went to bed last night?
12 plus after chatting with ha zai.

12. Where did you buy the tee you are wearing now?
It's body glove from eldest brother when we went hadyai and he spent more than 3000bath!

13. Is someone on your mind right now?
Yes.

14. Who was the last person who text you?
Mal.

TEN Lucky Person to do this quiz...
1. Nadelyn
2. Zamzaini
3. Beatrice
4. Louisa
5. Larissa
6. Calvin
7. Tiffany
8. Helyna
9. Evelyn
10. QQ brother

15. Who is no. 2 having a relationship with?
He's tackling one.

16. Is no. 3 a male or a female?
Female.

17.If no. 7 and and no. 1 get together, would it be a good?
I'll recommend.

18. What is no. 1 studying about?
She's Form 5 .

19. When was the last time you chatted with them?
1. Ask her where to buy grandiva tickets
2.Msn with him yesterday evening
3. Two months ago
4. LONG AGES
5. The last she linked me
6. 3 days ago
7. 3 days ago
8. 2 months ago
9. I didnt chat with her before
10. 3 days ago

20. Is no. 4 single?
NO! she's with Francis.

21. Say something about no. 2.
He's a malay mix with chinese.

22. What do you think about no. 2 and no. 6 being together?
HAHA! I couldnt imagine.

23. Describe no. 9.
She's an interior designer in Melbourne and she's ex Kwang Hua.

24. What will you do if no. 6 and no. 7 fight?
They wont meet each other.

25. Do you like 8?
I like her house more...GEEZ!

Another Day Goes By

Well,I'm still in Klang and not in the camp,how naughty I am right..hehe
Yesterday night dad told me to wake up early and take number as the goverment hospital or clinic always packed with patients..this morning went and I think I'm quite early but then is also packed too..I dont have any appoinment card and the security asked me to go Clinic Anika in Jalan Tengku Kelana..there was packed too but still I managed to get myself a number..the number moved quite fast and dont know why I waited for 2 1/2 hours I still dont think that the time is moving slow..is it fun to wait there?Finally I got a 3 days mc..haha..went lunch with dad in bayu tinggi,ate a lot and was super full when we reached home..dad was so shocked always when he sees me eat nowadays..stress la aku ni,I used to use food as let go my emotions..how much I eat I dont care as long it will relief my stress and forget the sadness in between me..I'm not showing any happy faces at home since last friday..brother always said that I'm very noisy at home,he doesnt like me I know la..for another month,I'm not staying at home so he could get the peace and parents that he wanted so much..mom said I was very kacao also..I dare not try to stress her up,she used to be my diary..when I was in the camp I message her almost the time and friend thought I was texting with bf..I dont have one la*..dad's using my car since his car sent to workshop for repaint and service..i'm not going anywhere..sighs..thou my car is at home now but its heavy rain now..my car will be at home when I couldnt drive out;midnight,late night,rainy days,morning..I have nothing to do at home except for eating and online..but at least my blog is not dead..