New Hair Cut

I'm very tired of what I'm doing now..I just wish nothings happen at first..things happened for a reason,but not happy always..like how I use to smile and laugh..I feel the fake and harsh of the heart..how could this be?

Photos!

A click to this website and you'll get to enjoy 599 photos I've taken in national camp..whee =)

http://viewmorepics.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewPicture&friendID=260564905&albumId=1526438

Oh thank god finally I managed to upload all the photos..phewww..

Dear Friends,

I'm here to apologise for the late upload photos and not uploading in friendster and facebook that I promised I will do so..Facebook is giving me a uploading fail few times prob and friendster I couldnt upload for the original file size,I'll get some funny sickness if I copy and upload it one by one till I finish 599 photos..lols..

Oh..add me as well if you have myspace,friendster,facebook and tagged :)

www.myspace.com/babyemoarmani - panda.night_kidz@yahoo.com

911

Went pyramid yesterday afternoon to celebrate birthday for ELING :)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DEAR SIS.

Bought her 2 cakes from fruity,the famous fruity tutti and chocolate marble cheese cake and headed to pyramid for lunch..her cousin JULIET was there as well and we was thinking what's for lunch..at last..we went PORRIDGE TIME in ASIA AVENUE..well..7/10 for that porridge cause its smooth enough..I'll go back for that porridge..hehe..3 of us was quite full at that time and the cake she leave it for dinner..lols..I get to shop and meet with her for only three hours,for lunch it already taken one hour and the two hours left we went shopping in padini,voir,charles and keith,puma and eu yan sang..haha..there were not much time we had cause rushed back to klang for dinner in temple with honeys and brothers..sighs..

Lynn came and picked me after her class and we went back to setia alam to fetch Selene and Jesslene*her birthday was on the same day as ELING* then waited the two little princess to finish their dinner and bath..we went back to klang..I reached temple at around 7.30 and was quite hungry that time..tick tock tick tock..its 8.45p.m but dishes havent been serve..lols..finally it came at almost 9..most of us was tired waiting and a lot of adults complain..DUH!

Most important..I noticed that there's no vege and rice for that night..what?! NO RICE?! I came back and still hungry..thank god there's something for me to eat at home..BOOO!! ...

Not much photos were taken cause there's not enough time..sobs..

ELING

JULIET AND ELING

HONEY KU!

Birdy Macadamia

Guess what time I woke today...3 plus having gastric pain and hungry! =.=''

Yes I had my dinner yesterday..only a bit of veggies and lots of rice cause temple cooks cook not much so mom packed a bit for me..sighs..went and ransacked the fridge and found macadamia nut ice cream..yummy..ate half pint and was sleepy after that..lols..

I'm not sure whether my digestion getting better or worser..I get hungry easily and my stomach gets pain easily after my meal..but a big clap for myself cause I managed to eat a lot after coming back from camp..honeys are happy to see me eating and enjoying my food but on the other hand..they are worried as well..hehe..

Alan called me at 10 plus asking me whether I want any supper but too bad I was sleeping and refused it..Oh I know I shouldnt let the chance go..hahaha.To be frank,after coming back from camp..I dont really stick much with my phone..and now the phone is damaged I'm quite used to the phone is not around..but still need it for sometimes..you know..emergency calls?haha..need toilet paper and asking someone to bring it to you?! XOXO

Hurray!

At last..I managed to upload half of those photos taken in national camp in myspace with not much connection problem..hopefully will finish uploading by tonight or tomorrow..yippie~~

Slept at 4 plus yesterday and woke up at 7 prepare to Clinic for Medical Check Up..Its my College Medical Health Report to prove that I'm still VIRGIN..*so shy*hehe ..waited for almost 10 minutes and the doctor came..awwww...he's so..ok..he's wearing a mask I couldnt see his face!LOLS..Forms to fill up,name,details,IC number and yaddi da da..hee~took blood test for HIV,Hepatitis B and C*that report have to wait for one month*wrote a letter..sent me to experiment room for urine test,drug urine test*have to wait for 2 weeks* and X-RAY room for chest X-RAY..haha..Who said goverment clinic or hospital just need to pay one ringgit?For DRUG urine test paid for 20 bucks and X-RAY for 60 bucks..sobs..how many days I can eat for that in mamak?haha..joking! Well,at least cheaper than private woaddd -.<

hehe..came back and went SRI PETALING with honeys..had my breakfast;mixed rice over there..nice and tasteless..haha..went temple after that for lunch and now I'm here to crap and post blog..lols..but still a bit hungry..come on..I ate one plate and two bowls of rice just..oh god please tell me what happened..dont puff me and became puffy again..=X

Wanted to celebrate Eling's birthday for her today but couldnt..Mom doesnt let me go alone and tomorrow is her birthday..I hope I can give her surprise by going pyramid without telling her first..hehe..hope my plan works..pray to god..NEH!

I'm so happy today for dont know what reason..but I feel comfortable..but still there's something making me difficult to say out..ITS MY PHONE! I dont have a cellphone now..A brand new one cost,a old one..OUCH,I just miss my phone..Perhaps SONY ERICSSON SATIO/IDOU can replace it..or I dont mind if someones buy me NOKIA N97 MINI! Yeah..I know I'm building castle in the sky all the time..forget bout it..=.=..How good if there's A brand new SONY or APPLE NOTEBOOK with me after that? A additional BLACK AND WHITE POMERANIAN will be perfect for welcoming back home!haha..too good imagination when I have too much time..geezzz^^

What's On

I dont know what's going on between eldest brother;Jean with me..

Since after the first time I came back,he was showing the "dont like" as what we called it in hokkien..- beh song - face to me..and everytime I came back from camp for hols or MC..he will be like "why are you back again" face..he's being irritating and purposingly knocked me out! I couldnt stand those faces and pretending like he's the sheep I'm the wolf in front of my HONEYS!

Mom and I are not getting as close as we used to..I know she wants me to be independent and change my stick to home attitude..I'm doing my best..I'm trying and learning..I got so frustrated today! The internet connection couldnt connect properly to the laptop for few days and getting worser..I couldnt even online even thou I formatted disk drive D.Jean wouldnt be helping me either telling me what to do for that prob,I bet he wont! He's sick of seeing me if I'm using the new one as he can and I'm not..for GOD knows he doesnt like seeing me using something nice.*XXXX*

All I wanted to do is upload the 600+ photos..is that so hard?Jean was in Alan's room sleeping and Liv got no point only use the living room one what! Not till an hour that fella came by and ask.."how long you still want to use" of course I answered I DONT KNOW!..his faces changed again and scolding.."what you meant by you dont know"..

*The photos are uploading..how should I know* -Liv wondering..

There he goes..closing and banging the door..

After few minutes..Jean opened the door and showing the faces again..I was very uncomfortable with his attitude that he treat to a sis and I answered back with some kind of sentences..

'This is my home,a place for me to stay..but only to stay,I couldnt use the things in the house..cause its not belongs to me'Mom always angry if I say something like that..BUT THIS IS TRUE!

Jean thinks I'm not qualified to use things that are expensive or high tech things cause I'm only a disaster and a evil devil monster at home..FUCK YOU!

I went to room angrily and banging the door..Mom was asking what happened..

GAHHH!! That SHEEP damn politely telling that he's only asking how long the WOLF going to use internet and the WOLF get angry sudden and making herself uncomfortable..

*deep breathing*....and....WHAT THE DICK CRAPS IS THAT SHEEP TALKING ABOUT!SO FAKE!BIG LIAR!PRETENDERRRR!!!!

For my honeys favour..they ask me to tolerate with my brothers and make things goes easy..dont argue with them or fight back for small matter..the problem now is..THE SHEEP IS SO FAKE! If..I really meant it..IF my parents realised it,everyday..IF I go for breakfast with honeys..that SHEEP wouldnt follow and IF I didnt..then the SHEEP will follow..as well as dinner time..except for today and friday cause we're going to eat in temple for dinner..

Why brothers and sister turned into the enemies are staying together..we are like worse than enemies..I'm really clueless..I wouldnt dare talk to mom cause the SHEEP takes all the place in mom's heart..I miss mom..staying together but feels like far apart..talking to her,sharing with her,giving me advice..no longer staying together anymore..I'm moving to hostel hopefully I can survive and use to it..Its 3am now but still not tired..Threw my cellphone on the floor after couldnt stand that SHEEP attitude and now have to borrow it from Alan..I dont feel like coming back immedietly after having check up in clinic pandamaran for my college health report..and for my cleverness..I didnt save my kem's friends phone number in sim card..*finger crossed* I hope they will text me or call me between these few days so I could save it..

Checked OUT!

Hi Peeps and Folks..I'm back home safe and sound..hehe..sorry for the late updates cause have to upload tons of pictures in facebook,friendster and myspace which always cause me problems..and till now I still couldnt manage to upload finish..my fault..sorry..hehe

Finally,I left the camp,there's two thing most of us wished..

- I wanna go back home

- I dont wanna go back home

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hehe..you know when you get something memorable at a place of course you dont wanna go back but somehow at sometimes..home is still the best place..chiakk..

So..there's 10+ days left to college hostel..oh god..I wish I have more time to enjoy..hee~

well,I'm in a rush now but still its alright I upload two photos here..haha

The day before going back..

The morning