Everyday..looking back yesterday..to see how naive and how history is it..
Using a smile to pass everything..no matter how hard it is..I'm doing my best to enjoy and to go through things.
Obstacles and Steps..How far more to go? Who knows when will you be dead or gone someday? I'm fed up with things sometimes but there's a will..A will that brings me to smile,no matter how hard it is..remember to smile that strengthen the will power.You know how powerful it is?
I'm starting to complain lesser and deny the things that "not important" to me..as well as someone.Its just freaking me out from the past and I'm letting go. :)
Accepting things around me made me feels more natural to smile and breath..SMppppphhh..ahhhh..the smells of greens..the cheerful sound at home..yelling and screaming but still loving each other..Shouting and Nagging but still ignore it and enjoy another moments.
I appreciates honeys and thanks dad..thanks for the processing of what a teenage needs..You are the king of my heart that I know you will never dump me no matter how naughty I am.Thanks Mom,thou I have not seen how you delivered me but I know..I know the story..I might be showing improper manners at times but in my heart..I know you loves me and I loveeeee you too :D
Yes for the others..of course I love you all as well..but nothing can replace the both honeys juggy in me.
Feelings just come and feels..
I love feelings that comes in sudden where you feel nice and calm and love from everywhere..Its just fun..I hope this will remain and for the time being..I enjoy the joyful and accepting the bad to go through..
You might think..what changes me..
I might think as well..hormones changes in teenage may be :)
that's the study of anatomy and physiology about endocrine system :P
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