hi peepo !
how's your day?
my day? how to describe?
happy in the morning and feel like another kind in the evening.
this morning did something excited again.Donated another 450ml of blood and was gradually happy.
Idiopathically I was sad in the evening.Due to some couldnt acceptance or what?
what the heck of problem I am with it now.Feeling like kiruke is it? Some stupid nonsence issue to make myself idiotically feeling sad.I miss daddy :'(
he will only be back tomorrow and I'm feeling to run away from home again.
I realised its my problem but the only only and only thing is..I really have no idea what I am up to.NONSENCE are all the question marks with me.
I feel like finding kaiye later but I dont know what to talk to kaiye since momma and aunts and family all are so busy that couldnt be bothering what am I really up to.
I know I shouldnt be thinking negatively but I'm really sad.Tears are always in the heart but who knows and who cares?
Asking me to find a boyfriend to solve everything,oh gosh..might be more conflict than friends.so just forget about it.
Sometimes when something happened..I rather choose dont know anything than I know what is it.It just so hard for me to accept the truth naturally or should I say..If I know earlier..I wouldnt want to be born.
Times with family are precious,but does everyone thinks about that? How to show the appreciation and loving about family.I really have no idea what to do to have more communication within it.So whatever it is now..I'm blurred in the way of choosing what I should really do.
PISSED OFF !
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