Imma couldnt bear to lose things.

what's the feelings of loosing something all the time that be with you?

is it like loosing a family member which is close to you?

tell me what's the thing that make you feels that couldnt buy it even with money,even a millionaire you couldnt buy it with money.

For imma,things that couldnt buy with it that's alot,but now in my mind now imma couldnt help out herself to figure it out where's her E.S.S that all along with it.Imma's carelessness really brings down the mood and imma is missing you E.S.S,can you please come back.Imma know she can have a new one but I really couldnt let you go,you appears in my mind and everything Imma does now Imma couldnt really concentrate,you're imma's soul you know right.Im sorry my carelessness drop you at the corner in someplace,but please come back.

Imma is starting her sem 4 now and the first week already started with assignments and presentation which imma knows she really have to work hard for everything.Imma's vision is getting more blur as the day pass by due to facing too much in the laptop and not enough rest,Imma dont know how much it increases the power but imma do not wanted to get blind,even the television words in front of imma not a far distance but its still a blur vision.

Imma lost E.S.S now and no soul is there for imma to support and go along imma,imma dont know whether did imma push too hard on you till you need a break and left imma or just a temporary you wanna leave imma,but imma really miss you,without you,imma dont know which way to go.To be independent imma needs you.You changed imma to a better person you knows !