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For fucking emo and stress I gain two kg in 3 days.Imagine how I gained right? eat till you couldnt swallow another mouth and sleep,finished a meal and continue with a big meal ! What the fuck.

Yes.I'm being very sad and hot temper these few days.The M and I face and attitude really sucks my life.Exams are coming tell me how do I not get stress.I kept on feeling eating.having compulsive over eating and mom kept on cooking the so yumilicious yam rice which I finished it up all of it and sleep after that.Everything not organised and being the not wanted to accept the truth and lil girl.I end up having head ache.Yeah,everything which happened is called padan muka.I dont know how to face the truth by accepting it.

I lost myself,I realised I lost memory which how I used to breath and love the air.I lost my brain which I started to hate people that walk into mylife.I forgot how the moon and star shines at night which I used to stare at it before I sleep.I lost my way and couldnt focus on where I am.

Where am I ?

Where to go ?

What's more coming ?

When will it end ?

What the Hell ?

I want myself back.I started to hate food and life.

Everything done half way and disappoint.

Why?

Psychology?

Mentally?

Stupidity?

Idiots?

What?

Brainless?
Clueless?

Dont want things to be wasted.I'm trying very hard to get at least a lil happiness in life?

But what I got now?

Dont know how to appreciate?

What to appreciate?

I'm gonna burst.!

Run!Run!Run!

Into a place which has no direction.

Finding way out but there's still no clue.

Too far to go but still to go.

Flush Flush Flush!!!!

Rush Rush Rush!!

UGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH...

FUCK FUCK FUCK !!!