I miss piano.I miss how I played and the songs that represent my feelings and the chord.the music that kept on playing and letting out the feelings.How I feel...
How I wish you all know that I'm learning and changing.How much effort I paid..results been seen,grown up..but still there's long way and more to learn.
Someone told me..everyone's passing each and everyday will be having different life.every second,every day,every month and every year..there will be changes..either you look and pass it through with good sight or bad..if in that case..why not passing with cheerful and enjoy the moments?
I'm very agree with that..
someone taught me lots of behaviour and living in life..
You must sacrifice for everything you want.
For future..patience is very important..I gained knowledge and learnt about life..how people live in life.
How people struggle through pain and regained their health.
How people stay in the hospital and worried about their future.
Few of the patients are known..you will never know the behind stories.
I love and I enjoyed my nursing posting..
I swear ! <3
Two weeks ago was posting in CSSD ( the sterile department )..Sis Kanmani brought me along to collect the used of sterile equipments and one of the Operation Theatre staff nurse asked me..why do I want to be a nurse?
Honestly and Sincerely from my heart..seeing people regained from health is my joy..that's why you will see how and now you know why am I so cerewet about food and lifestyle.
She asked me once again..is that the true answer from my heart?Do I have to think twice for that answer?Am I ready for it?
I answered : Yes..
She taught me how tough being a staff nurse in OT..how the doctors squeeze you and let you work additional for no reason.But one thing good is that their pay is more unimaginable than you thought..but as someone told me..you have to sacrifice for whatever you want..there's always a ganjaran for everything you did it great and punishment for every evil stuffy you did.
Someone's advices calms me down everytime.People told me that I changed a lot.From the physical and mental,from the outlook till the inner..that's what they said..girl changes when they are 18.
But I'm still in the progress of learning..how tough it will be?Very tough?Not really?Once again..it depends how I look into it..Thanks to someone.
My red Hush Puppies shirt..he saw yesterday..my favourite colour..his very pamper D..knew that I love dogs very muchie..my baju is still over his place..rest in peace.. xD..guess who's my someone..
8 more years he would be left for me in realistic..but in heart..there's always a place for him to stand.How he supported me when I'm down,how he helped when I need and How he convince me from bad to the good.You will never know the real him when you dont know the real you.
8 years more to go,you will know the answer...who the mysterious guy is which is supportive and how macho he is :)
How to differentiate the goods and bads?Depends on whether you denial or accept it.The truth will never change..look from another angle..life would be more better..right?New Year ma =D
I'm trying very hard..to build up good communications and relationships between family and friends.
With ma sugar mama and doodle daddy..they are the honeys which I felt sweet and no sour.
With the eldest bro..I dont know where's the crack that puzzled me to tape it back.
With the seniors in the ward..dont ask me to mention any stuff or ask me anything bout them.I might be junior than you,but I'm not stupid and boob as you thought.Screwed !
Honestly typing..group 3/09 rockoooo..shalalalalala.. =D
Surgical B North Tower staff nurse..proud and happy to work with them B)
CSSD which a department that you look down.Change your pants sit back and look..without them..procedure and progress wouldnt be success..
TEAMWORK is important..Ohh..that reminds me bout PLKN..
APA YANG PENTING..??? KERJESAME..woohooo..
Tomorrow last day posting in hospital and next week back to college for revision block..eeee..
CNY coming...giggling..hahaha..14th february.CNY and Valentine's..I wonder that day who will be my valentine..gonna date all of my relatives?..Alalalala..no flowers,no romantic..but full of cheers and joys with chocolates and cookies..OH..ANG PAOS :P
Masa Depan Cerah ; Papa Cockroach..Accidently Spotted.
I wanna change my specs which I think I look differently..oh..spot my changes if I make my decision..if mama and I would have more time being together..Papa Mama the Rocker <3
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