Be happy?

7 more days to attend college and will be having a week holiday.

Thank god friday is wesak day still got slighty a bit time to finish up all the assignments as well on the weekend and this two week going to stress up like no joke because of formative again.

Can someone please teach me how and how to manage and how and how not to stress so much again..
i'm tired of crying and fall sleep.
All along I lost myself,Where's the initiative of myself always being happy go HA-HA?

Where's the mood to enjoy all the food and not sapu with emotions?

Where's all the motivation for studies and fighting results?

Where's the coconut that use to be chill and cool down the mood?
Time Time Time..you are the one who controlled everything,running out of time..chasing for the precious..

ALWAYS I wandered and wondered..then only I realised..what am I doing are all nonsense.

My words are louder than action and my action fails my word.

Where am I? Where's my heart? Where's is earth ? Where is Hell ?

Where is sugar and honey ?

Salt and Pepper..Bitter and Spice..all are here excepts for the sugar kicap and honey money..

I wish everything goes back to normal..a journey that I want..

what should I do and how should I plan.

I'm dont want to give up so easily..I dont want to lose anything and everyone besides me..

Honey Papa and Sugar Mama..I LOVE YOU BOTH!